teacher elaine is falling sick.
-.- splitting headache.

i dont feel like sleeping because i'm lazy to walk to my bed.
i dont feel like replying msn chats except sihui, jesper, jaclyn, kel's because i dont feel like thinking much.

... i'm feeling abit scare abt sth
but aiyah its ok.

and sian, sch reopening soon.
i havent work enough. i havent earn enough. i havent had enough fun at work.
but on a happier thought.. sch reopen means.. i will be able to achieve better gpa -.- ya i hope la.

......... and and and..
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh someone, tell me the dream of being a teacher is not... a 3min fever kind of thing. it dont sound convincing at all. it seem that no one is believing that this is somehow my dream. -.-

i wana be a teacher because i like to see happy faces. because i'll have some authority.
i wana be a manager because that way i can scold my staffs and yet at the same time earn their respect. (this is wad a good manager does) and has alot more authority.

i've zero idea why.. and although my future is at least 2yrs away..
but i'm alr planning/giving it serious thought. who knows, i might die tmr?!

either teacher or manager.
(somehow manager sounds more convincing.. since it's my dream 3618mths ago.)